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2002-10-30, 11:32 p.m.

They are SO cute. My daughters brought home their school pictures. CUTE! I laughed because they're so cute. They're mine, they're cute.

These puppies are out of control.

I got the Women Who Rock issue of Rolling Stone and I'm still reading it. I love Rolling Stone because it's thorough. And because Ho-Bag Chrsitina Aguwhatevertheheck isn't in it. I used to wax and wane on what I thought of her. Now that she's ended up looking like a porn star, I have not a lot of respect for her. I know that's not right, that's just the way it is. She's a ho ho. As Sharon Osbourne said in her RS interview, get a new stylist and get out there and sing. Or maybe it was Mary J Blige. I don't remember. It's not important.

When all is said and done, this diary is for me. I know, I put it on here for all to read. But it's still for me. I like learning things. Eventually I'll learn stuff about myself. There's a lot I want to go back and delete. I might. I hate sounding like an asshole.

Could it be that I am? Hmm.

Yeah, so. Long term disability bull shit. The nurse that interviewed me. I specifically told her I CANNOT do all the grocery shopping and that my husband does MOST of it. I tell her my husband babysit's me a lot of the time. She passes on the info to a dr. reviewing the case. What does he do? He sends a nasty note to my doctor saying "How can your patient be disabled if she can do all the grocery shopping and take care of 3 kids and the housework. Well you know. I called her and left a voice mail. I said one point in the letter really bothered me. Actually I said most of what the letter said really botheredf me. I said there must be a communication breakdown between her and the physician reviewing the case because I KNOW I told her my husband took care of the kids in the morning and evening, did most of the grocery shopping and the housework. "I'd like to know why this physician wrote this to my doctor saying I could do all of these things when I told you I could not. I'd appreciate a call back so this could be explained to me."

Frustrating. Bleh. My doctor said it was almost as bad as L&I. YUK. I called VM to get my medical records sent out and am going to ride them about it. SUPPOSEDLY this nurse at the long term place was going to do that and she said VM was the hardest place to get them at.

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So you just not do it? What? I don't get it. It's easier for me to just do it and get this shit over with.

I wonder how these people live with themselves. What a bunch of dishonest people.


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